because they make your heart stop (fireworks go off)
turn your brain into mush (all you can think is !!!!!!!!!)
but strangely, they also make me feel sick
I'm paralysed and immobilised
but I also feel like throwing up
stupid, my brain calls
irrational, my heart cries
I know, but isn't that the definition of 'crush'?
it’s so unfair, how they can do this to me
how much of my being they hold in their hands
how easily they can reduce me to putty
and all I’ll ever be is a passing cloud
ethereal. temporary. transitional.
so unfair
